Let me talk
to strain my sadness seperated
to keep it under my skin
while i smile and let you in
you say you can trust me
and speak so damn easily
may i talk to anyone?
before they spill and run?
never saying what I need to let go
yet my face would never show
how I am so far apart
from the middle of my heart
that the world runs circles round
my shoes that clutch the ground
a blur of faces and events
and my lack of confidence
tell me who i am
and what to say
i have been crying
every, single, day
can i write something profound?
i will try now, my lips endowed
for years I kept my mouth....
and now, i crave to be loud.